My Head Is Messy

This article definitely explains why my creative process is like a mess.

Many thoughts vie for my attention. Some are greater than others. I find myself straying from poetic pieces associated with the things of God for other aspects of life i.e. love, hate, sexuality, life, death, ect ect...

It is at that point I ask myself questions like, "whats the point of my writing then if not for the Lord?" Or "if I don't write for Him/His glory, is it then a waste of a God given gift?"

I often have the idea that if it's not used to please God, then why do it at all?

I write to get thoughts and ideas out. I write cause... no one will understand me, but put it to paper and pen, and at once it becomes a shared experience--the audience immediately sees themselves in that situation. They understand and for me, that a confirmation that I should keep going, keep writing.

For the sake of the audience. For the sake of me... and my sanity. My... messy mind.