Blogger is an interesting beast. No matter what I do, it wont let me unfollow blogs. I've tried again and again but it just wont let me. Neither can you block people from reading your stuff nor be blocked. In fact, you can "hidden follow" a blogger and they can do the same.
So you reading this, are you enjoying it? Me, not really. I should honestly go back to pen and paper (I'm an ardent supporter of letter writing/journaling), but I probably won't. Im too comfortable on a keyboard. The clacking of keys is soothing wouldn't you agree?
I'm going to look back on this post ten, twenty years from now (if the Lord hasn't return by then) and just laugh at the oddity that is this post. I hope you do, too blogger. Remind me in twenty years to dig up this treasure. For giggles at least.
Or for crap hits the fans moments where I want to be reminded of an ugly past. But what unnatural soul would want to be constantly reminded of his youthful behaviors?
No. That life should not be for you. Its true you did you really, really, really, dumb sh-stuff.
I mean really, really, really, rediculously dumb stuff.
But it doesnt not define you.
What defines you, is how you play the cards you are so graceously delt. You felt your heartstring snap, so now wrap them back together, duck tape and scriptures and tears your cement.
And then, when the quick drying's done... go on. And live. Knowing that we all are broken people, lost yet loved by a unbroken God, one familar with all our pains and hurts. All our tramas and trials. All our wounds that need suturing, He binds them all up. He's the great physican and His hands are firm yet gentle so why not just settle... in the middle of his hands. Within His life plan.
You, O man. Who think you know better, why not give that life to follow the planet setter, The Alpha, Omega, Beginning and End. And then... and then... watch Him create beauty from those ashes.
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