Nothing, just me talking to God...

Thank you for the opportunity to share poems today at the library. When I hear an audience laugh it feels really good. Like I'm connecting. Thank you for allowing me to meet Matthew and Boris. They are wonderful poets, I hope to meet them in the future.

I dont know how I felt about this Saturday. Feels like it just came and went. But Im glad I did get to play some games and also try out Little Wizards. I feel like I could run my own game with some kids.

But I'm really tired now God. Can you give me a good nights rest? Thank you God. You're awesome.

This Weekend Consisted of...

This.

Marriage?

I just have to get it off my chest. Why would you marry someone who doesnt even believe in God?

"Because I love him."

Bull. You love him/her more than God. Thats why your relationship is faulty. Because God is not in the center. Why would God bless that marriage? How can a man lead if he does not know his leader?

Just another reason on my list of reasons not to marry. One, marriage is only for this life and not the next. It is only for the purposes of procreation. I have enough evidences to tell me that marriage is not for me.

My mom and dad.
My sister and her husband.

Why then would I subject myself to such pain? I am not even confident in myself, what woman would want that?

No. Take that desire from me. Or better yet Lord, replace it with better thoughts of You and Your work for me. At least that will never run dry.